it's that time again!

haha... oh marc. my favorite man. you think you are so clever.

so i have come to the conclusion that i freaking have too much to say. so i put off writing and put off and put off... you get the idea. then finally, i decide i must write and i explode. this is a habit of mine i suppose- but it could be worse. i could be picking my nose or something awkward. so this habit i will accept- and YOU can accept the fact that i will write every few weeks and those every few weeks you will find a gigantuous post overflowing with paragraphs of greatness and inspirational nothingness. i cannot promise that they will all make sense to you... once again i am just going to empty out my brain and what comes out, comes out. so sit back and enjoy!

mmmmmmmmmmmmm....... chocolate. taste it. love it. crave it. hunt for it. lick your fingers when its gone. ravenously look for more. steal someone elses. ah yeah.

long talks are the best things ever. i wish people would take time to have such great conversations. one thing that bothers me so much is people who have to be entertained constantly. those people who need ongoing stimulation- video games, movies, music, movement, etc. why can't we just sit and talk? it isnt boring... and if you are bored- well- then you can leave! haha just kidding but really... there is nothing like sitting in a room of friends- people you love and care about- and just talking. asking questions about each other. digging a little deeper. put all that superficial crap to the side and learn about each other. i think it is so fascinating to learn about people. i LOVE questions. i love hearing about people and what makes them tick. what makes them happy or sad. what they are scared of or what they look forward to. it is a really great experience. we dont do it enough sadly. but when we do, it is unforgettable! some of my favorite memories deal with good talks and deep conversations. so i guess to sum it up, turn off the tv. put away that video game and joystick. turn down the music and open your mouth. TALK. LISTEN. ask questions. dig into a mind. you won't regret it :)

the world needs talkers and listeners. this is another thing that the world seems to forget. have you ever been around someone who cant seem to shut up? who is constantly jabbering and you simply give up adding in your own thoughts because it is not worth it to fight with the blabbermouth. there are people like this all over the place! i think it is so important to listen, not just talk. i know it can be fun to tell your stories and you have ideas and opinions you want to share, but so does everyone else. lets take turns talking and stop the competitive tug-of-war for the floor.
this swings both ways too. some people never talk and only listen. they have given up trying to fight for the floor and resort to silence of the mouth. but everyone needs someone to listen to them- even the listeners.
so show you care- talk when it is appropriate but also listen. ask questions and listen to answers. let the people who are usually quiet get a word in... maybe prod them a little to get it out of them. but make sure you are doing both some talking and some listening.

muddy buddies are the greatest creation on this earth. oh baby.

you ever fallen in love with someone that you barely see (if you see them at all), but talk to all the time? this is an odd way to fall for someone, but it is something that is very interesting. this type of emotional attachment is surprisingly strong and could almost be better then a more physical relationship. of course, it wouldnt hurt to see that special someone more often ;)

so you are talking to a person, a friend or aquaintance- whatever- and you notice they have a black something stuck in their front tooth... very noticeable and obvious. are you the type of person who immediately tells them there is something in their teeth? or the other type: do you ignore it and let someone else tell them hours later after they have talked to 50 more people? sit there and try to look elsewhere but are suddenly drawn to that green particle of food and cant seem to look away- giving that poor person a complex in which they run to the bathroom promptly after talking to you to see what the heck you kept staring at? psh. if you are one of those types of people, you should be burned at the stake. haha k not really, but please tell that poor person! there is nothing more embarrasing then to look in the mirror and realize you have a big chunk of lunch in your tooth when it is nearly dinnertime and you have talked and smiled at 100 people (who didnt have the decency to tell you). so next time i have a flake in my nose or an eyebooger or a piece of crap in my teeth, TELL ME. thank you.

some jobs suck.

some people suck.

so love one another.

i fight with her the most, i get along with her the most. i hate her the most, i love her the most.

my fluffy is adorable. how in the freak did we come up with fluffy and mama fluffy?!

is that a man or a woman? how many times has this annoying question clouded your mind? there is nothing more bothersome then seeing a person and not being able to determine the gender of...... it. this one time, i was at a swimming pool in montana. i am all in my suit, ready with swim toys in hand, eager to leap into the cool water and act like the fish that i really am. then i see it. a person swimming in that lucious cool pool. they are wearing an old t shirt- unisex- and long shorts. its a... man. yeah a man. wait- no its a girl- definitely woman... um... maybe a male... uh.... female? a unik?! WHAT THE FREAK IS IT?!?!?!?! then the thought comes: there is no way in heck i am getting in there until i find out what that thing is. so i sit and wait- hoping it will get up and go to the bathroom so i can see what one they go into. then i get the brilliant idea to listen closely for a name. someone looks at the "it" and yells something. dang i cant quite hear them! i tune in a little more, secretly hoping it is something gender obvious- like rose or daisy or butch or bubba- the it suddenly becomes clear: taylor. just my freaking luck. needless to say, i didnt swim that day. and i never found out what "it" was. it still bugs me to this day....

serendipity has got to be one of the most adorable shows on the earth. this tale of destiny and fate is mesmerizing and one cant help but be giddy while watching it! this show is so frustrating as well though... the audience can clearly see that the two people are perfect for each other and that fate really is trying to bring them together. alas, they ignore the signs and miss out on so much!!!! luckily, they are given numerous chances and finally realize they are the perfect match. sigh. classic movie. CAUTION: THOSE OF YOU INFLICTED WITH THE DISEASE HOPELESSROMANTICISM WILL BE EFFECTED BY THE CONTENTS IN THIS MOVIE. SYMPTOMS INCLUDE (BUT ARE NOT LIMITED TO): SEVERE GIDDINESS, THE INABILITY TO STOP SMILING, STRONG URGES TO LEAP IN THE AIR AND SKIP AROUND, A YEARNING TO KISS ANYONE IN REACH, AN INABILITY TO STOP LAUGHING, REPETATIVE SIGHING, AN ACHE IN THE CHEST (where the heart is), A STRONG DESIRE TO FALL IN LOVE, A WANT TO GRAB A PILLOW AND SHOVE YOUR FACE IN IT, RANDOM SCREAMS AND SHOUTS OF JOY EEKING OUT OF YOUR BODY, ETC. CONSIDER THIS A WARNING.

not all cowboys are wierdies, right? i'll cross my fingers...

what is it about an accent that is so dang sexy?!?! this is one mystery that i will never understand. the different way those foreigners twang those words is more then a little attractive. mmmmm baby.

all right i am done for today.
gracias amigos.